(if you're here we've both done something right)
1997
Letter To My Father
Tel Aviv, IL
At the age of 12 - when the winter snow reached my earlobes - I returned home one morning from my paper route - nose running and exhausted. The mosaic clock over the stove showed 10 minutes to 7. Seated at the kitchen table - and as usual - simultaneously eating toast with marmalade and scratching numbers on a piece of paper - you looked up. Seeing the tearstains thawing on my cheeks, you didn't hesitate:
"What happened, Pete?"
Holding back a flood of tears, knees shaking, bottom lip curling - I recounted how Mr. Eisenberg - the spare parts salesman who lived behind our house - had cornered me on his front porch like a mad dog and blasted me for misplacing his "Herald". Mr. Eisenberg was an ogre. In a good mood, he would have sooner poisoned any of us neighborhood kids - than allow us to play near his semi-colonial at the corner of Park and Cotton.
Gulping down a bite of toast, silently you got up from the table and went to the phonebook. My teeth - still chattering from the cold outside - continued now - in fear I had screwed up - but not knowing what Mr. Eisenberg might say or even worse - I pictured him climbing through the bushes separating our houses and crashing through the backdoor with a baseball bat.
Boy, he must've been surprised when he picked up his phone.
"Eisenberg" you growled.
"This is Bob Rosenberg - from next door." Pause.
"My son just walked in with tears in his eyes." Long pause.
I tried to hide my expression but sensing your eyes searching for mine I looked up - and then - in a way I had never seen - you looked me in the eye. It was O.K. You were every child's father and I was your son. Then - practically holding the phone between your teeth - you whispered:
"...you lean on my son and I'll lean on you."